Believe.

Believing.. For me, is very powerful. You can't do anything without believing. Some people doesn't really know what "believing" means. But for me, believing is one thing I can't live without. I've been through life's ups and downs, but I believed that I can make it through, not by myself but with the help of the one and only God. One of the happiest day of my life is when I came across with a girl 5 years ago.. whom I met in a virtual world.. a world where only few people know of. A world where people all around the world can meet.. a world where my love story began. One day, in our virtual world, I saw a girl.. sitting in the corner, watching people kill each other.. I went in and said "Hi" , she replied.. I met her, a girl named Angel in game.. which I never thought to be my "kababayan", and I guess it can't be helped, we fell in love... the sad thing is, even though we're "kababayan" she's 8 hours away from me.. and the only way for us to talk is thru Friendster.. for 11 months, we've endured that.. without seeing each other, without hearing each other's voices.. it's tough.. and then it came, we broke up.. I never knew what's the real reason about us breaking up.. but I respect her decision, we broke up.. And then I began to rebel... not sure why, but I felt that there's no one else in this world that can love me or WILL love me for that matter.. I went all-out... got into trouble a lotta times.. argued a lot with my parents.. then a year has passed, I finally moved on.. and decided to straighten my life.. I became closer to God, dedicated my life to serve God. said my sorries.. and learned to forgive and forget.. and just decided to "look" for another girl, but the feeling still remains.. I really can't tell myself why.. I've met some girls that could make me happy, but still, I'm looking, longing for that someone.. that's the someone I fell in love with in our "Virtual world" .. Still, I wait... every now and then, when she's online, I kept on reading her status message.. kept on sitting, waiting, wishing.. BELIEVING that someday, somehow.. she'll notice me. After 2-3 years.. I saw her online.. on that boring day.. I PMed her.. said "Hi" .. Then it all began.. said what's on my mind.. I never thought she'd listen.. and accept me.. again.. and now, we're back.. together.. I never thought a girl like her, would love a guy like me.. Thank you, Waifu.. for everything. I love you.